much needed bread

I need a break from everything. Everyone's at their breaking point at work. I sense everything's going to change very very soon.

Sigh

I'm going to microblog more coz I do not have time to glob so often.

Song of the moment - September by Earth, Wind and Fire

Random Rants

Its unfortunate that people do not appreciate what you've done for them and most people on the receiving end would naturally assume that it is you should be doing it and don't give two shit about the effort you put in.

It is never easy to plan and execute. When you stumble, appreciative people help you up and work with you to make things better. Those ungrateful ingrates will pour salt to your wounds and say that you have not done a good job.

Its never easy to please everyone, but the good thing about life is that you do not need to please everyone. That goes to say, as long as you own a clear conscious, knowing you've done all you can, forget about the pain and criticism that comes along with the negative people. Its hard to remain calm and composed while facing these people, but at the end of the day, life still goes on. The only consolation is that you know very well these people are inadequate sad sad people.

Sad but very true.

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Glad to see one of my 2 closest friends in Uni, still happy together after their courtship days in school. Their recent trip to Thailand with all their "happy moments" photos are really awesome. But through the process of my guy friend going after the girl, I have been consistently encouraging him and egging him to press on to win the girls heart. Right after that; once he gets the girl. Poof ! He's out of my life like as if I never existed. Its sad, but I get it. Its reality.

I used to feel bad for myself, even to the extent of feeling betrayed by a comrade. But now, I've learnt to let go of alot of things and I've learnt to pick my friends wisely. Don't get me wrong, I still love the both of them. Its just that our direction in life is totally different. They found their happiness and I'm sincerely happy for them.

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Seeing everyone go overseas,I'd really like to travel as well. Unfortunately I'm not born into a rich family whereby I can afford to be unemployed for months after graduation. I have to work to sustain my lifestyle and if you've been consistently reading my blog, you know what kind of mundane lifestyle I have and surprisingly that lifestyle needs a substantial amount of money to sustain it.

Travelling is awesome, I want to travel. But finding a good kaki to travel is hard, my buddy has different priorities in life and I respect that, so going on a trip with him takes assiduous planning and lots of saving. But whatever happened to the impromptu trips? Just grab your bags and just go ! Sigh, I guess as you get older, your focus and priorities changes so drastically that sooner or later you will not even have the time to travel.

I'd advice all my loyal readers (all 3 of you -_-") to travel when you're young, be spontaneous, do something different, on a whim, without holding back, no regrets. Life's short. Seriously .. it is.

No Life. Work shit.

Falling sick again. sigh. went back work after having a friday off. Guess what, more shit to clear. Dishwasher give shit, staff give shit, manager going to give shit.

On a good note, I've been watching shows on mio tv. Lots of movies online. Pretty mundane life I'm having. So boring. No one's free to hang out. Its all work and no play. I think I need to be like Agnes.. So called "Have a life" ..

Sigh.

Song of the moment - For the first time by The Script

该放手了

如果留下来真的那么痛苦，那就走吧。
你们还年轻，既然给不到你们要的，勉强没幸福这个道理我还知道的。
这世界没有什么为了你或为了谁。只有为己。
我们不是拍戏，不需要那么大费周章讲到好像留下会短命十年。
要了解一件事，没有说少了谁就会死掉，但只是会辛苦而已。
回来是帮忙不是来制造问题给人。
即使多么不甘愿，也要有点职业道德。
很感谢一直帮助我的人，你们知道你们自己是谁。
该走就走，如果走能让你们脱离苦海，那么请便。
因为再说下去也没意思了。
该是时候放手了。