Perfect Day ?

Today is coming very close to be one of the best days of 2009. The morning smile made 80% of my day, and in 5 hours time, I'll be flying to Bangkok.

AWESOME-NESS

Busy days ahead

In another 5 hours time, it'll be the start of 2 very busy days for me. School and tuition, enough to kill. The kids' exams are up, hopefully they'll do well.

Went drinking with Jason and Wendy today, it was fun.

I think I need to get some shut eye. like now ..

Song of the moment - Soda Green - Xiao Qing Ge

My Sister's Keeper

Just came back from My sister's keeper. It was filled with awesomeness.

Sidetrack a little. My mind is filled with stuff now. I still haven't started on my law essay. I'll be playing bball in 4 hours and I still can't get to sleep. I feel like eating a hearty american breakfast. I am thinking about her smile. My back aches. Oh shit, i forgot to charge my phone. My sister's keeper is awesome. My law eassy still isn't done. Her smile = awesomeness

Song of the moment - Cat power - I found a reason

Amalfi

Amalfi was superb ! go watch it !

random feelings

My eyes opened abruptly, I sat up straight in my bed, looked up at the ceiling. Yawned, rubbed my eyes. Slowly, I got out of bed. Then it hit me. I smiled and danced my way to my laptop to blog this.


4 more days ! woo hoo !

sigh

Oh good lord .. I've put on 2 kg ..









I'll just be at the corner ... killing myself ..

Lunch with birthday girl

Japanese food overload. Awesome food though. But as we all know, its not about the food, its about the company.

Happy Birthday Xiao Qiu !

Hope you were stuffed with enough sashimi.

Driving musings

So there I was, driving along marymount going towards the city and I saw this BMW right in front, slowly but surely edging into my lane. So like what all sane people do, i slowed down a little. I know at times people misjudge the lane width and don't realise that their car is hogging 2 lanes.

As I was saying, I cruised behind the BMW, waiting for it to get the hell outta my lane. I did not high-beam or honk, I just drove behind, patiently waiting for the driver to realise that. To illustrate my point, refer to the picture below.

So the BMW had 1/3 of the vehicle's width on my lane, and there i was behind in my not as classy/big/luxurious Toyota.

This went on from Bishan Fire station all the way through till Mediacorp. So as patient as I was, I was pretty on the edge, probably having a bad day. I dunno. So finally, we approached the traffic light. I think the BMW driver realised me "tailgating" so it went back to its correct lane. So i drove up (red light) and naturally turned my head to see how the idiot looked like.

And guys, yes, it was a woman.

But thats not all, she's a small woman. Look at the picture below.

She was practically sitting at the edge of her seat, trying to stretch her body so that she'd be able to see the road in front of her. It was a BMW 6 series and you know how BMW 6ers get a little huge by the sides. So to top that all up, she was wearing the largest sunglasses looking all cool and that. I got Sanny to be the real life example of how I saw the woman sitting.

Ok, i think its clear enough. I know she's able to afford the car and all, but it seems like she's really uncomfortable. Granted its a BMW but still, the lane hogging shit I don' t think she realises it. The bloody car is too bloody big, and sooner or later, her existence on the road may pose a danger to other drivers.

I know the girls would claim male chauvinism, and the guys would support me on how poor a driver females are. I do believe not all female drivers are like that and I do know of some very good female drivers.

A BMW is a very nice car, but you do have to be able to carry it and not everyone has the ability. It merely makes you look rich being able to afford the car and all that but you'd look retarded driving such a big car with that size.

Perhaps you guys have been in situations like that ?

Its a Miracle !

Xiao Qiu just got her facebook account !

Expectations - Ignorance an answer to avoid disappointment ?

Initially, your mind would form a percieved image of your expectations. Curious as humans are, we venture into the unknown side, hoping to get a glimpse of what the truth might be like and how it differs from your expectations.

If it matches what the percieved image is, you'd have no problems, you'd be kind of glad and it'll feel as if a huge weight have been lifted from your shoulders. A kind of peaceful feeling.

But fuck no. You won't get things to go your way so easily in life. What if it differs from what you expected? How'd you feel?
When the disappointment sets in, you don't even give a shit anymore. Its kinda like the same peaceful feeling as mentioned above but at the same time, its not the same feeling.

Ok, at this point, most people would just close their browser coz they don't understand a shit i'm saying. Trust me, I have no clue either. But i'm just gonna carry on.

I admit, i was intrigue at first. This desire for subtle understanding, meaning of the whole picture. But as reailty unveils itself, slowly, but surely, you feel a little shitty, hoping you'd be able to turn back time to when you've not been lured by pernicious curiosity to where you are now.

Sometimes, the beginning of a situation is the most magical. The pristine innocence of a simple situation is usually taken for granted. People trash around, in search of what they desire, without considering in the first place what they might find might not be what they are expecting. And when its too late, they realise one thing being true - ignorance is bliss.

But is it really better to not know of anything and live in a fictitious and self-deluding world, with a glimmer of hope that you'd be happy, or is it better to embrace reality, self wallow in anguish and hopelessness as you carry on with your wretched life hoping time will heal everything?

Maybe life's simpler than that, maybe I'm just thinking too much. Perhaps the solution to a non-existing self-created problem is just a good sleep.

I need a to see a psychologist.

月亮代表我的心

Thanks of Sanny .. my head is filled with this song now..

Xiao Qiu

xiao qiu is thinking of getting a facebook account. But knowing her, she's gonna take ages before actually creating one. She's my favourite mountain turtle. Late queen. Go class also can go wrong floor. Always the last to find out things. Always last to get something (like facebook).

Well at least she has friendster.




Birthday in 2 weeks. I've got a few tricks up my sleeve. Hopefully it'll put a smile on her face !

dose of happiness

Had law test today, don't think i'll be able to score but a pass is possible.

I've been staying in school alot this semester. Mostly with my new group mates. Pretty motivated to do work now and hopefully this would last through the semester.

Looking forward to Bangkok in 2 weeks time.

Had my weekly "dose of happiness". lol

emo-ing

Reaching the emo stage again. Life is like a rollercoaster. After the thrilling highs, you're stuck at a low point. It'll pass at some point of time, but in the meanwhile, you gotta bear with it .. sometimes, you just need a nice hug ..

Just thinking ..

The higher your climb, the harder you'll fall.
The more hopes you have, the more disappointed you'll be.

This isn't pessimism, its merely being realistic.
Its simple science.

But at the end of the day, one can't help but think..
What if things were different ?
Would your life turn out differently ?

The situation seems bleak ahead.
The next step is crucial.
Ultimately, the desired stage would be execution without regrets.
The question is, am I able to ?

Boring Saturday

Boring saturday this week, Jason and Pork went clubbing, while I stayed home watching shows and settling my sleep debts.

I'm really tired, gotta go crash.

Dinner with little black dress

Had an awesome dinner with Jenn earlier on. Ban mian, Rojak and Fried Kway Teow.

Donned in a little black dress with her killer smile, its been such a long time since I've dined with such a head-turner.

I like !