Random Musings

I've been really confused recently .. What the hell am I thinking ? Is everything really worth all that trouble ? Everyone wants the easy way out, sadly there is no easy way out in life. I would now see it as a wager .. Potentially you might lose everything .. maybe you might win a little .. but one thing's for sure .. you can never take the house down ..

It was pretty nice to talk to some of my staff at work .. the kids nowadays are smarter .. faster .. and more scheming resourceful .. Everyday I'm learning new things .. I'm not being condescending .. its merely just a little hard to be like what bosses should be in the past. Never yielding never compromising ..

I guess it's good to go back to basics and communicate as friends rather than given or giving instructions to follow.

There was a time when I let my emotions control my actions .. now that I'm much older and hopefully wiser .. I realise that everything is clearer to me .. I don't see my female colleagues the way I would see them when I was 17 years old .. Its a sign I'm getting old ..

But one thing I'm sure of .. as tiring as it can be to be in charge of things .. I'm gonna forget what I thought I was and I'm gonna accept who I am now .. Life's not that hard .. That I'm convincing myself .. maybe things will be better in this new year ..

Happy Lunar New Year people ..

Song of the moment - Good times by Edie Brickell